I wish i had the words that's sufficient enough to sum my feelings up in but i guess there's none. doesn't matter anyway (once again), you don't even care. you don't care enough to ask. that's simple common sense.
Then again, i apologise for having disturbed you, intruded into your life and destroying what you were aiming for. go ahead and do whatever you want now. i apologise for my oversight and not listening to myself again.
Go back to what you were before and fight for what you were before. because frankly, she's what you're looking for.
不是我不配，而是我不想再这烦恼中胡乱了。 it's okay if nothing makes sense at all, because only i make sense to myself.

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Sometimes we expect more from others because we would be willing to do that much for them.
Or maybe it goes to show that you're not as willing to do that much for me. but it's too late.