right now, i am sleepy. but i cannot and will not sleep. i have wasted one week being unproductive (only done 5 sketches, research for GC, logo design, packed up my work area but made another mess already, started on first paragraph of presentation for FDS but LAWL i already had it since two weeks ago). i really don't think i have enough time... but to hell with it. i just hope i don't end up screwing everything.

everything's on track for GC and BDC, totally shaken for FDS (i hope i don't break down during the final day cuz the bloody presentation's a fucking 50% of the current assignment, which is another fucking 50% of my grades for this module, haven't even started on HTI and haven't been paying attention the past few lectures and VAS is totally screwed. maybe my life is really screwed. why the fuck did i not study harder, why did i end up in design. why did i panic, why did i not try harder.

oh well, here's another emotional post. will try not to post such stupid stuff up again.