fill me and use me Lord. i have not been a faithful and loyal servant and though i deserve to die, You will not allow it. instead, You pick me up from this shit and comfort me. You have always been in my life yet i overlook it most of the time. how many times have i broke Your heart, i cannot apologise or give enough to make up to You. as fickle as my heart is, You know me inside out Lord. You know my character, filthy and disgusting to the core but You still love me all the same and You have never given up on me Lord. You accept me for who i am and for all these years I keep forgetting that.
to break my heart breaks Yours Lord, i will have to walk with You, side by side, with neither one of us too fast or too slow. so Lord, as i go through the rest of my days, may i easily remember that You are always with me and that You'll never give up on me. i will fight for You and this time, i'm gonna try the hardest i have ever. stay with me God.