[caleb's] thoughts for the day. sometimes its the times that we spent apart that speaks more than when we aren't :) always hope always trust always persevere.

seems to make quite a lot of sense. i'm always away/apart from people. and during those times when i'm apart, only a good two or three would remind me of my existence. beyond that, i'm non existent. i don't really care much, for that matter. if you're not gonna talk to me and keep up with our relationship, you better not expect anything from me. i'm not gonna put up with your patronisation.

this silence speaks so much from this bond in what we call 'friends'. i'm not anything important in any of your lives, am i? if you're not putting in effort, i won't either. it's not like failed relationships are much of a surprise in my life. nobody talks.


it wouldn't hurt as much if i didn't get so involved. i've absolutely no idea how things got messed up so fast. maybe it's time (like it always is) so i shall go. you're not giving me ANY reason to stay at all so why should i? sure you make me smile but there's more than that that needs to be done. do you even fucking care enough? i'm not as simple as i look. thanks. i don't need your reply on your blog. or... you could. show the whole world.