thought i'd go for a change in the look of my blog for a bit. maybe i'll switch back, or something. but haloscan stopped its free service and join forces with some other service so i might stick with this.

anyhow, i've started on my work but my speed is slow enough for my other mates to catch up. argh. i've started on my GC and BDC, which leaves me with FDS, VAS and HTI. i should be done with my BDC sketchbook if i do about 2-4 sketches a day, and I REALLY HATE BETTY EDWARDS :/ oh well.

i'm not really liking the life of a designer - it's so fast, hectic, tight... maybe meaningless because in the midst of all that rush, i miss out all the beauty around me. argh. i know everyone still feels like it's term one but i still feel like it's may OKAY. it's that bad. and by the time i was done with the 2nd term, it was august AND i still felt like it was LATE JUNE k. that was when our holidays ended. argh. do you see how pathetic this is. all the days we stay awake melt into one big, fat and long day that never ends!

so then we get sleep but sleep without REM is useless! i've had quite a few useless sleep since school started... and i hate this. and what can i do with a diploma in interior design? i have no idea.